The Big Day

Tomorrow is the big day. I am so nervous! The second guessing has started. Did I do enough? At the time, I thought I was, but now the doubt sets in. My jeans are looser, I think my arms are smaller, people say they can see it in my face, and my thighs have gotten bigger. I can live with that because I can see and feel the muscle that is slowly replacing the fat. But still I wonder if it is going to be enough. The Hanford girls are all doing well. We can see the changes in each other. However, one of us will have to go after Monday. Whoever it is, it will be a sad day.

This week has been especially tough for me. My butt has been kicked every day. I'm not complaining though, Mike. People don't even ask me anymore if I worked out today. They can tell by the way I walk and move, especially on my leg days. Most of the time laughing at me(Teri). I am in a constant state of soreness, somewhere in my body, at all times.

I don't want to be the one to go on Monday. But, if I am........Jennifer, keep it up girl. You CAN do this. I have seen you push through some tough stuff..........Hillary, you have the advantage over all of us, you are young. Make it happen........Kim, I know it is tough right now. You have the busiest schedule, but you are still here doing it everyday. You ROCK!!......And last, but not least....Cyndi, I don't have to worry about knowing how you are doing, because I know every time I get in my car, someone on the air will be reading from your blog. You are such a celebrity. lol.......Oh yeah, I can't forget Mike......Thanks again for kicking my butt and pushing me when I didn't want to be pushed. I didn't like it very much, but I understand why, now. Thanks to you, I have some great tools to keep going. Many thanks to Kduv and In-Shape for their help and support through this great journey.

If I don't go........look out!!! I will be in full force in the weeks to come. My friend Missy gave me a scripture, and I'm holding on to it.

FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION!!!!